i should have known, being too relax a few days back is never a good sign.
my 6th sense always works, not even miss for one time.
feeling really tense up when i see other group members had done their part while i still blur over mine.
i tried to mask up myself during talking to mami.
but she sensed my tension.
she pm me.
quite surprise how fast she catch up the right way to use FB after i left home.
i am proud of her :3
asked me am i alright.
i told her honestly that i cant cope my asgn and feeling stress because of that.
we chit chat for a while.
she is still typing really slow, but i do believe that one day soon, she will get improved.
she is learning hard to enter our world.
mine is much more easier than my sisters obviously.
because i am not afraid of confiding my problems and spilling everything out to her.
my friends,my love,my academic.
she knows my dark sides very well.
while my sisters are more secretive.
and she used to say: 我看不透他们的心.
haha!

it was a stressful night that i am afraid inside, feeling lazy to move outside.
the only thing spinning in my mind was: go sleep. you are tired.
3 sleepless night in a row, my body cant take it anymore.
at last, i slept soundly.
because he sang me lullabies.

still feeling bad at this moment but i know, i have the ablity to undergo this obstacle.

trust me, i am law student.
LOL.