i scolded a friend of mine, for the very first time.
i had never mad at her until today, when i failed to hold my temper towards her.
it's her decision.
SO?
i just want her to keep herself sober, and think twice.
perhaps she is right, she knows what is she doing and this is what she wants.
and i am the nosy one, who get anxious for other's stuff.
my bad.

i dont think we will be that close anymore.
there is something between us.
AHHH, something called GAP.

another friend GONE.

those scoldings mean I actually give a damn bout you.
i couldnt care anymore if you leave for that very reason.
我已经没有那个能力,去在乎所有.